心；乱

Today I encountered the worst bad thing in my life. What am doing right now! Very DISAPPOINTED!

外表看似简单 内心却一股超不安的心情

我慌了 我怕了 我放松了

懒 不懂从几时开始 懒虫就附身在我体内

网店不做 东西不做 保养也开始懒了

没有推动力，就好像生活突然回到过去的空荡；突然失重的生活失去平衡

所谓的现今社会

是不是只要你懦弱

会装可怜

就可以得到大家的维护

而那些个性刚强的

表面上伤得起的

就要面对摧残

事事靠自己

永远不得向他人求饶

之前看过的部落，看了心情大好

http://mandylife09.blogspot.com/2011/08/blog-post_20.html（根本就是天堂）

累了，晚安~

（那个人，请不要偷看！）

部落之懒惰生活

回到部落 我想没有人比我更懒得 想update，脑却空白，不想update，却想一些有的没的~

我是有够矛盾 我承认

生活简简单单 工作却忙到我喘不过气 感觉我快要得气喘病时，把脑袋放个空

有时，顾客的爱护和体贴  一切累都抛诸脑后

谢谢所有疼爱我的顾客们

时间过得很快 工作快两年半了 跟同事总算相处得愉快

我们懂的关怀 懂得感恩 更懂得爱

想旅行 想疯狂 我想远离工作

想一个人上咖啡馆 想一个人背着背包 一个人旅行

想road trip！想去荒岛！

好怀念一个人住 一个人驾着车 到处逛

只是时间都不等人 

短发<3 p="">

自信篇

没有部落的生活，没有掩饰的地方；依然熟悉

工作 工作 还是工作

时间说多不多；说过得快并不快 搞得我快跟不上那节奏

事情学的并不多，领悟却很大

模糊的事情都看得一清二楚 尤其是人性

不断学习，改进 

已经要迈进全方位的时候停顿了下来，我开始对自己迷茫

以前被拒绝，我依然可以微笑的说：对！她不要我帮她做护理~

近期的脸部护理

都被拒绝，自信突然大幅度的下降

难以接受我没有做错任何护理 却无理由的被拒绝

自信没有 心情没有 笑容没有 的日子很痛苦

感谢supervisor的安慰 重拾自信 把顾客都安抚的很好

人没有十全十美，越懂得掩饰的人越重吧，但有时候也不一定；可能连你是这样的人你也察觉不到；

在某些情况下，你的脸总是带着虚伪和微笑来面对所有人；并不希望说别人对你有所防范...

你的做法可能夹带着苦衷和目的；并不希望说为了错与对之间的矛盾而对你有所改观....

反正...

每个人生存在这个社会上，就会存在许多手段，竞争，比较，私心等..

可是伪装却是最好的武器

自信 恢复

信心 满满

生活 加油

♡♡♡

Short post with a little bit of my life

I don't know how long i didn't open and update my blog. But then i never forget here. =) Okay! Lets talked about my life. Now is end of april,I feel like do nothing. Just wasted my time. Working non-stop and i started  my online business. Have a look at Dream Wardrobe. ;) It's start for a month ady. 

After April,May Hope

I need vacation! Firstly,Bangkok will do mayb? But i have no partner to go with me. *sound sad right* Second,Originally i wanna go for Della 叮当 concert. I have no partner also. =(  Third,wanna go for 30 hours famine 饥饿30. Also no one go with me. SAD like nobody care. =(.. 

Everyone say that i slim down alot. Actually yes. I from 54kg slim down to 50kg now. Before CNY until now. And don't know why i ady stop diet,my weight keep dropped. Stress enough? Not enough for my sleeping time? UNKNOWN!

Hair loss. The most poor thing for me. Non-stop hair fall is just make my mood down down down. Insomnia make it maybe. I really hate that insomnia could make me so many problem. =(  Please stay healthy.

Lazy to type ady. Update soon. With ♥. 

Lazy Post. =)

Chloe ♥   

Hello! I'm back to my blog after so long. Well,i just too lazy to update my blog. Hehe. I think the last time i blog is last year september. Now ady february and CNY gonna end. I will try my best to blog everythings here. I feel so lifeless,hopeless and lack of confidence. 

CNY feel not around this year. Just stay at home and hanging out with my family and two of my girl friends. And i spent so many much this cny. Last min shopping with my babe. I bought a pair of heel from summit*30% off* ngek ngek. Ohh ya! Just bcoz my brithday. =) T-shirt from Mango. 3 bra from pierre cardin only RM89 and i only paid for RM69 coz using RM20 voucher. Light lunch with my babe at Tang Shi Fu. Sharing a bowl of mee and tang sui together. After lunch we just walk walk around and i feel wanna eat dessert and coffee. So,we decide to go starbucks to having our coffee and cake. 

Friends For LIfe   
♥

Okay,Just shorty and simply post. *Or maybe lazy post* LOL!

Xoxo. ♥