Holidays

Finally,wednesday edi. need to get bec to ipoh. aikss. how pity? I hope i can gat a more long and longer holidays la. Genting. is my choice. ngek ngek.


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Genting. haha. i miss the whether so much. Whee~muahahahaha.

Well,i will going sarawak next month. holidays oso. Nice...I will enjoy it.

Water Supply

WTF** still dun have water to supply. i came bec 2days edi. aiksss. Is hard to do many thing. my bed sheet and some clothes not yet wash eh. And 2moro i nid to get bec hostel d. Urgggg. I feel dun wan bec to ipoh yet. coz im reli scare those thing. aikss. how pity me? I reli scare! I can feel that oso. LOL! I just hope i can leave home more longer. i think my phone will BOOM if i dun bec ipoh. LOL! aikss~

Water! I need u..

No water,and make me sore throat. so pain my throat. =(

♡Life♡

It's a cold day. I'm wake up at 9:30am. Actually is mummy wake me up. Whee. But no care. I ard sleep 10 hours more from yesterday. haha. coz i'm reli feel sleepy guy. The very 1st time i automatic go sleep earlie. XD. Am i so GOOD? After i wake up then going pasar(A place when i smaller going everydays) to having my breakfast la sure. Wan tan mee+wan tan+Holicks Ice. Nice.

Home. Cut off the water supply? Yucks. home was no water to supply. I canot bath and wash my clothes. No choice,sitting down and having my ASTRO. haha. always love him was no reason. XD. My small steamboat gathering canceled edi. yerrr~the primary school friends. I miss u guy so badly. haha. but no choice,had a small mistake that i know. Nevermind! Sure sucess to do it the small gathering. Bless~

累垮♥

我好累.
累到整个人都差不多要垮了.
我好想去玩.
云顶，是我唯一能放松的地方.
无论是它的气候还环境都能让我放松.
重要的是，那边不容易遇到熟人.
虽然云顶我常去.


~放松~
这两个字好像还不属于我哦.
火拼的日子里.
对不起~
先离开我.
迟些日子我会找回你.


晚安=)

我不开心，不开心，不开心

真的很懊恼.
觉得自己真的很没用.
虽然时间可以让一切过去.
可是，
我不开心，不开心，不开心！
谁可以帮我.
不想理任何事.

烦恼的事情实在听太多了
我没有消极，是你们一直以来那么的自以为了解我
拜托.
别以为你们很厉害.
我真的很想躲开你们.

对不起~
我知道我很弱~

生活

好想找个人来倾述我一切一切开心和不开心的事情
可是暂时在我的世界里好像都没有这个人

不开心的话总是难以说出口
也不会去表达
有好多事情一直悶在心里却说不出
也很难接受我现在所拥有的生活

每当人家问起我为何今天没有工作时
是千万个不愿意去解答
只好笑笑点点头
可是就连我自己的心是什么答案
我也不晓得

我很愿意去执行
也许是我一直跟自己在说谎
一直在自我催眠
还是我只是不习惯现在太按部就班的生活？

我只希望我的心可以快点选择适合的方向去往前飞

Dearest

I ♥ my friends. Without reason. All Babe,I ♥ ur. Muackss.
They are my secondary school friends.
My life having many happiness with ur.
make my life splendid.
And
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Another part of my friends is my dear NS darling.
Thx giving the EXTRA memories to me.
i very appreciate it.

I Love ur too.

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The most important sure have my dear babe.
haha.
very important and thx sharing many thing to me everytime.
MIFEN

Dear babe.
ahahaha.

掩饰

往往大家所看到的笑容和滑稽的表情，都是用來遮蔽自己心中的空虛和落寞的最好方式。
所以我终于明白画在小丑脸上的那滴眼泪不是爲 了装饰，而是他的孤单。
沒有人想要去了解小丑，
人们只想冷眼看着小丑愚蠢的动作 ，
等待嘲笑的时机，
沒 有人想要去明白小丑的眼泪，
人们看到的只有小丑夸张的笑脸。
所以不要再说我三八了，其实我也很无助的，我也只是想大家开心。

把所有事情遮蔽起来，不让任何人知道我是多么的无助和无奈。
而且要把它掩饰的好才不被发现。

My passed Genting trip..

What a relaxing 3days 2 night Genting trip.
haha. It's not my fault to go ok? I just wana go thr for relax.
How know? I go thr can sleep non-stop weii.
1st day reach there is edi 6pm. walao. is late! 8pm wana outing to meet my dearest Sum.
nevermind,she was late!! then i go having my dinner 1st. no wait her anymore. when she cuming then we calling kah soon out together. coz i super long time no see him. ahaha. we go take they dinner 1st at KFC. XD. Chit-chat and walk walk til 12pm++ then going bec each other room/hotel. Sleep** (Thx alot coz accom me *chui rang fung*)

-2rd days-
I let my cousin bro wake me up to came down our room to take bath. Ishh. Just 8am la. Im still wana sleep ok? but no choice. just woke up and take bath. prepared baik baik then going out take my breakfast. hahhaa. after breakfast then going outdoor theme park walk walk and accom the children play the kids game. XD. Bla bla bla.. dun know what time i going bec to slp. until eat dinner i only woke up. NICE sleep. hahhaha. slp until myself blur blur then receive itu amoi msg. say tonight she can accom me coz no movie with someone. haha. dei sei! accom me better. but she nid going bec early today coz she work morning next day. No care,we just have fun at the 3hour. Peace**

The last day,i was wake up at 8am++. Cousin Bro is calling. weii,dun wan eat breakfast liao izzit..?
slp until so late. Pheww. just 8am++ la. Nvm.... Just woke up. and going eat. Blur face to going bath and kemas diri. LOL. then outing eat my breakfast. go walk walk then bec to hotel and prepared to bec. huh~ 3days passed like dat liao. so fast...^^ But i enjoy. haha.

The 3rd time i going genting this year. LOL. I love the Whether much much. ahaha.

崩溃

我不想回去.
不想回去那恐怖的地方.
有得选择我真的不想再回去.
拜托.
那烂地方，真的很恐怖.
很怕很怕那里.
救命啊~!!

崩溃.
对不起，我并不适合.

最近，很懊恼。
想简简单单，单纯去做每一样东西。
可是我却做不到。
因为，想多就是我的性格。
这也是不能改变的。

我害怕做所有事情。
我弱，我知道。
我已经改变很多。
可是还那么弱，我也不想。

离开，离开也许是我能够做的东西。
没有那个能力离开算了。
对不起~!!